Feelings..

[curmugeon]

I guess it is the holidays plus the fact that my Dad is not around, plus the fact that my sister is acting like an asshole and has not spoken to my Mom once since my father's death, and that my Mom is not handling grief well that's overwhelming my emotions. This last weekend was hard, too many things running through my head to really relax or to feel like I accomplished anything. I've got some unresolved issues and I have to deal with them. I guess one trigger was the project I'm working on started and ended around the time of my Dad's death, yet I now must return to the project to see it to completion and that's bringing back memories I had suppressed. I don't know, but I got to find a way to deal with it all.

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[blizzardskies.livejournal.com]

You will find a way. We all will.

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[n6vfp.livejournal.com]

Thanks for the encouragement. It's bad enough dealing with your own emotions but I also deal with my Mom's emotional state, and that just makes it hard.

[serendipity.livejournal.com]

Can you talk to a professional therapist? Sometimes it really helps.

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[n6vfp.livejournal.com]

I'm going to get ahold of the free service at work, thanks for the suggestion. Thanks for caring.

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[serendipity.livejournal.com]

I have yet to make my own appointment, but did talk to my therapist from many years ago and hope to make that appointment this week.

i am not being paid to care

[rozezz.livejournal.com]

but i do and i'm listening

Re: i am not being paid to care

[n6vfp.livejournal.com]

I appreciate the sentiment. I've got it under control now, trying to make my Mom's life a bit easier.